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Lyrics - Addictions & Recovery

The Velet Underground: Heroin

Lyrics:

I don't know just where I'm going
But I'm gonna try for the kingdom, if I can
'Cause it makes me feel like I'm a man
When I put a spike into my vein

And I'll tell ya, things aren't quite the same
When I'm rushing on my run
And I feel just like Jesus' son
And I guess that I just don't know
And I guess that I just don't know

I have made the big decision, I'm gonna try to nullify my life
'Cause when the blood begins to flow
When it shoots up the dropper's neck
When I'm closing in on death

And you can't help me, not you guys
And all you sweet girls with all your sweet silly talk
You can all go take a walk
And I guess that I just don't know
And I guess that I just don't know

I wish that I was born a thousand years ago
I wish that I'd sail the darkened seas
On a great big clipper ship
Going from this land here to that on a sailor's suit and cap

Away from the big city where a man cannot be free
Of all of the evils of this town
And of himself, and those around
Oh, and I guess that I just don't know
Oh, and I guess that I just don't know

Heroin, be the death of me
Heroin, it's my wife and it's my life
Because a Mainer to my vein
Leads to a center in my head
And then I'm better off than dead

Because when the smack begins to flow
I really don't care anymore
About all the Jim-Jim's in this town
And all the politicians makin' busy sounds
And everybody puttin' everybody else down
And all the dead bodies piled up in mounds

'Cause when the smack begins to flow
Then I really don't care anymore
When the heroin is in my blood
And that blood is in my head

Then thank God that I'm as good as dead
Then thank your God that I'm not aware
And thank God that I just don't care
And I guess, I just don't know
And I guess, I just don't know

(Source: http://www.elyrics.net/read/v/velvet-underground-lyrics/heroin-lyrics.html)

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Our Common Fears

14 Common Fears

1. Fear of Disease, Sickness or Poor Health:
2. Fear of Losing Your Job:
3. Fear of Dying:
4. Fear of Loneliness:
5. Fear of Uncertainty About Your Future:
6. Fear of Failure:
7. Fear of Making Decisions:
8. Fear of Conflict:
9. Fear of Rejection:
10. Fear of Stupidity, Ignorance, Lack of Knowledge:
11. Fear of Losing Your Most Important Relationships:
12. Fear of Public Speaking:
13. Fear of Being Poor:
14. Fear of Success:

(Source: http://www.paulymath.com/2008/04/23/14-most-common-fears-in-life-and-what-to-do-about-them/)

Journalling Exercise - Fear(s) of Not Using

Can You Please List What Are Your Fears Of Not Using?

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How do you experience this fear, cognitively, physically (in your body), emotionally, and spiritually?

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